For the past two days I have been at a fair for teachers and other school staff. I have been to several very good lectures.
My thing is that often I think that I don´t really know much at all.
But when I went to the lectures on coaching, counselling and how to mediate in conflicts I left feeling so delighted with myself because of all I know.
This might seen crazy or silly. But when one walks around thinking that one does not know much, can´t contribute, feeling less than... this feeling is just so awesome!
I felt so full of energy.
I felt so grateful for my journey.
I felt grateful for the amazing, mad journey on my counselling training which changed me to the core.
I am so grateful for the amazing friends I met on that course. Friends for life!
Even though this knowledge is within me I find it difficult to implement it. I easily get confused and scared.
Many people can´t understand what I am talking about. But it is real. It is challenging as HELL!
In my full moon Samhain ceremony this morning I visualised leaving that heavy cloak behind and walking towards the radiant sun.
That is where I am heading. Towards the light. Towards empowerment.